This is a feeling I've had before; it comes when I'm underworked. Suddenly I notice how busy everyone else is, I realise how hard they are working and I start to get paranoid.
- why am I not working as hard as them right now? Is it because I'm too efficient OR is it because they are phasing me out?
Of course once I ask for more work I feel useful again, but if that work is monkey work I feel less valued.
I'm sure everybody loves me really, but in case they don't I'm going to try and keep busy.